life is too important to take it seriously...

i was thinking about the fact that i have exactly 20 years in school.. damn. ever since my parents got sick of my at 1.5 yrs and send me to los pininos the cutsey lil private school i have not taken a break.. maybe this is why i dont feel quite like going to grad school.. i mean, jeessuuus 20 years! i should get a retirement check for that.. jajajaja.. i cant complain thou, i like it and i will miss the security blanket that school represents. come on, a student's life is great, you only really have to worry about doing your work and going to class.. ah the good life. but i know this is coming to an end, and it is coming to an end soon. but enough about that. it is fall weather already here.. it is chillier and the leaves on the trees are not so bright green anymore, now they are bright yellows, oranges and reds.. it is certainly beautiful although it just means that winter is right around the corner.. and if there is anything to know about plattsburgh winters is that they are brutally cold... you would think that i would be used to them... but NO.. i dont think i could ever get used to them. ooo well... enought about that. but the closer the winter gets the closer the end of the semester and the more chances of me going home. and i mean home home. and i need to go back. i need to be reminded of a couple things.... okie, im tired of typing, my brain is fried and i feel like im getting sick... :( ......................